Energy in everyday life
I recently had a development in a pattern of energy and life that could not continued. There was a person in my life who I had not real way of getting out, but knew he was bad for me on so many different levels. I tried to express this to others, but it just fell on deaf ears. Until I spoke louder and my body was effect by the energy I was shaking so much and yet did not know. So being the energy worker I am I went looking for answers, because I got the help from others that I could, but I was still feeling the ups and downs of release and not knowing what was going to happen next. I looked for answers in Genevieve Paulson book Kundalini and the Chakras.
Some people have high amounts of poorly assimilated energy in the body such that the energy may flow in and out of the chakras with great force. When energy goes out in great force a person can be left manic or in states of unmaintainable ecstasy. The person does not have a good energy connection in the body. Energy drops and trends to go deep, creating a depressed state. The energy is literally pressed into the body. IF you have these highs and lows, try not to let your highs be extremely high or your lows extremely low; work for balance. Try to feel the energy all over your body. (Paulson 64)
I am still wondering; Is the lack of an energy connection an all the time thing or can it depend on an event? If the energy comes from an event or person what is the best way to maintain balance? What happens if you also find people around who has a chakra flow [that] tips more toward the right, a person will be judgmental and overly mental. (Paulson 64)
I also have the person that helps, but does not get it. I want them to so I can talk more openly, but I do not want to scare him. I know part of it is, all the extra energy and judgment, but I want some type of relationship that is not getting watched over and talked. I do not think that is going to happen for some time.
